as of wednesday, today, the 8th of july 2009,

17 days to the big day.
5 days to getting my curve (so my personal assistant wont have to work tirelessly anymore.)
3 days to my brother’s graduation ceremony. (think we’ll go celebrate after that!)
1 day to another working day.

its really difficult juggling secular songs and praise and worship songs. but, i must find a way how to. cant give up because of such a crazy little thing
called love you know the famous song?

:) i’m just so full of crap.

this few words cannot be more daunting in this couple of days as before. lets see whats coming up in the month of july.
i dont just need a presence big enough to saturate the cafe, i need something bigger than that. i need something that touches the people’s heart, excites them. i need the touch, i pray that every song i play, the people will feel a connectedness to it. i pray that every eudience member will walk out feeling a good ringing in their ears.

early july- ORD FFI.
17th july- basic theory test. 2nd attempt.
25th july- Big day.

i suddenly remembered something that really was embedded deep into my heart some time ago, i guess i just dug it out, and i’m never going to hide it again. “If music could speak to people’s hearts, then let every note i play in me guitar be the Your voice.”

words can’t decribe the sorrows that fill the millions of hearts today.

bold
Picture 1

or curve?
Picture 2

i like it, its nice. slim. and business like. i can update my tweets, surf the net while waiting for people who are really late when it comes to meeting me, etc etc. just that the curve’s an older version, a tad slower and less stylish looking.

but maybe i want to do games too. how?


i think this song really fits me now,
“..i’m a bad boy, for breaking her heart.. “.

i had dinner with jams. i guess one of the reasons why hanging out with him is because he just tells me straight up at my face. he just questioned me, and i got dumbfounded. he’s the only guy that really makes me think. i mean, everyone does make me think, its just, he doesnt tell it bluntly, but he doesnt sugar-coat it either.

i think i know what to do now. i just need the courage, and the determination to. regardless of the outcome.

come back quick. :) come back just in time for christmas.

influx of many many posts. i know. i’m just trying to ignore the feelings.

love the art direction of this.

if you noticed my facebook profile…. i thank my teacher for the faith he has in me. but…………. hahaha. it’ll take me years/decades/centuries/whatsafterthat??? to get there.

“..Jabez probably had to struggle with being unwanted and unloved. He must have suffered rejection as a child and that would probably have been a big handicap in his life. But Jabez’s faith was stronger than his handicap. So instead of being a cause of pain to others, he rose up and laid hold of God in faith to become a great man of God…” -Pastor Kong.

i must remember who i am. i must remember who my God is. i must remember what my God.

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