free falling..

i think this song really fits me now,
“..i’m a bad boy, for breaking her heart.. “.

i had dinner with jams. i guess one of the reasons why hanging out with him is because he just tells me straight up at my face. he just questioned me, and i got dumbfounded. he’s the only guy that really makes me think. i mean, everyone does make me think, its just, he doesnt tell it bluntly, but he doesnt sugar-coat it either.

i think i know what to do now. i just need the courage, and the determination to. regardless of the outcome.