February Round Up

Feb’s almost up, so i guess i’ll write round up.

work
feb wasnt as fast paced as january, but i think i learnt a lot in february. i got screwed by my creative director countless of times and at times i really thought i wasnt suited for the design industry. even now, i still think i am not. but i figured out that in life, no one is really suited to do something. no one came onto the earth with all the talent in the world to be awesome in his/her field of expertise. what matters most is whether one has the drive to learn constantly (in fact, daily) or, just stay where you are. thats why in every industry we work in, we can find people who excel in what they do, and people who just, live by. i guess people have to learn that learning is actually an everyday thing. its just like chasing a girl, you learn something about her everyday, and even if you have gotten her, you still learn something about her everyday.

on that note, i would informally say that my bosses have decided to shift. i will not tell where is it at yet, but its exciting, just like the church building. we went to view the units today and i think its really nice. time for company barbecues and if you’re feeling fat, you can always go gyming.

Guitar Lessons
i find that i am actually a very bad teacher. i go to class prepared, but as soon as i open my mouth to speak, i forget what i want to say completely. im glad my students are learning but i feel that i can push my students better. if my students do well, i will just feel like my job teaching them the guit done. i dont think im doing it for money, i just find joy in teaching.

as for my personal learning path, i think that i need to set aside more time to practice my scales and songs. i listen to rock riffs and intros and get intimidated by them. its time i stop belittling myself.

Friends
it has been an emotional month this year for a lot of people around me. i found out that emotions, are really infectious, it gets to people very easily. when someone is down, his spirit will just pull the entire atmosphere down. im not saying no one should be sad. if no one is supposed to be sad, then God wouldnt have made this emotion called “sad”.

i’ve been doing a self check recently and realized ive changed in certain ways, for one, i couldnt care less what people think of me anymore. i say what i want to say, and sometimes, it gets to them. im not trying to be a jackass but i feel that i havent been letting much of my opinions heard the past 22 years of my life so its time i changed it.

i think that there are a lot of broken hearts out there. they dont need a solution, because deep in their hearts, they know what they should do, all they need, is a listening ear, a heart that doesnt judge and a look that says, “i feel you”.

absoluteReally Awesome,
Andy

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